Ed, god bless him, has been working as a teacher for Rock U here in KC. So I get this bright idea " if he can do it and have fun why should I be left out. " So I will go tonight and meet the person who runs this school and see if I can become the next Jack Black. Even I can play AC/DC. The one thing I do love to do is play music, and if I am able to pass this ability along to another person. Then I will let a little of myself be passed on in this vast world of music. Poor, poor world...Be afraid...be very afraid.
Friday, September 28, 2007
Thursday, September 27, 2007
There is always a first for everything
For years I vowed that I would never jot down my life for all to see and me to recolect from. Well, since threapy costs so much and the events that happen in my life never seem believable, I will keep them in a place for everyone to hear and coment on. Please judge away. I can take it.
So sit down and pull out the popcorn. I've got alot to talk about.
Lets start out with this dating stuff. I have never been a man who cared to " date". So I did what any self disrespecting male would do and went from one forgoten name to the next. This was the ill traveled path for many years untill a ring was applied around my ankle. As I loosed the ankle bracelet and found myself back at a point where I can date, bad habits have returned. Is this because old habits are hard to break or is it because I never really learned this behavior.
You see, yes I have found someone of intrest. But how do I proceed? I know speed and persuasiveness to find my old objectives. And those skills were not very rusty at all. And now I get nervous thinking on what I should say, when I should say it and how not to seem pushy, judgemental, needy, or self centered. I should just stick to internet porn and self loathing....Nah, to messy. So we shall see how this all plays out.
So sit down and pull out the popcorn. I've got alot to talk about.
Lets start out with this dating stuff. I have never been a man who cared to " date". So I did what any self disrespecting male would do and went from one forgoten name to the next. This was the ill traveled path for many years untill a ring was applied around my ankle. As I loosed the ankle bracelet and found myself back at a point where I can date, bad habits have returned. Is this because old habits are hard to break or is it because I never really learned this behavior.
You see, yes I have found someone of intrest. But how do I proceed? I know speed and persuasiveness to find my old objectives. And those skills were not very rusty at all. And now I get nervous thinking on what I should say, when I should say it and how not to seem pushy, judgemental, needy, or self centered. I should just stick to internet porn and self loathing....Nah, to messy. So we shall see how this all plays out.
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